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hi esther hi deepika i would say i'm from dallas i've lived here since i was a teenager i was actually born in new york city uh but we moved here uh when i was in ninth grade so i'm from dallas easy questions huh um how did i become an artist well i'd say as a child my parents were very encouraging to me they gave me art lessons and i remember i really liked that um but i don't know that that would make me an artist or if i thought of myself as an artist um and as i got older um but when i was i'd
say a young married person with young children i used to take art lessons kind of as a hobby um so i did that for quite a few years and then i stopped uh and became a lawyer and worked in the business world for a long time and then i retired this is my whole life history and so when i retired from the business world uh and that was in around the late 1990s before 2000 uh i decided i would take a painting again so i guess you'd say i officially became an artist at that point but i didn't i didn't really think of it that
way um [Music] so anyway it's been about 20 years now that i've been really focusing on painting ah that's kind of like asking somebody what is art um well for me personally you know it's a wonderful tremendous outlet for all kinds of emotions um it's a way to really get lost and kind of block out the rest of the world if necessary you know it's means of expression um golly i don't feel like i'm doing really justice to this question what does the art mean to me it's you know it's very very important part of my life um and it kind of keeps me going
i mean i think if i didn't have my painting now i especially with the pandemic it was one of the things that really kept me going so it's important my artistic style uh very free um very um well i love color ver most of my work is very colorful i mean occasionally i'll do black and white but not very often um it's uh you know i do a bunch of different things um i'd say it's psychological in that i'm trying to project onto the canvas or the paper uh what's going on in my mind you know it's i wouldn't say it's impressionistic i'd say it's
expressionistic i think that's a better word now i almost exclusively use acrylic paints but i'll paint on paper or canvas uh but i've done i think watercolor oil wash oil pastels you know i've used a lot of different materials in the past i've used collage a lot in the past um but right now i'm only using the acrylic paints and i like them they're i think safer than the oil paint and you can just do a lot with them and you because i like color a lot you can get a lot of really deep colors and contrast with the acrylic which you can't really do
with the not the oil with the watercolors as well uh so that that's what i'm using these days oh gosh um well i would say that my process you know is one where i just really rely on my imagination i don't work from like still life or landscape or plein air or you know it's definitely not realistic i'm not looking at anything uh and so my process is trying to access you know what's happening with me internally um and go with it and so it's you know often quite a mystery even to me what i'm going to do and what's going to happen and uh
allowing myself to follow the energy of whatever whatever is flowing out um so um very intuitive very very intuitive you know i think this is just a repeat of what i just said uh i don't i don't start with a theme or i'm going to do this series and it's going to be about that you know i don't want to have a preconceived notion of what's going to happen i want to be surprised and it's really important not to try to control what's happening so if that's a theme i guess you could call it that but i wouldn't call it a theme um i would
say exploring the unknown maybe you could call it that possibly so it's kind of hard to put into words really i hate to say i know this is a jewish uh historical society but i mean only to the degree that i'm jewish and i've always been jewish but i mean i guess that's part of my subconscious mind but i don't i'm just thinking back on all of my paintings and i can't think of one where i would say it had a jewish theme i'd say my artist and which i like is much more universal it's not focused on any particular group or gender or race
or religion or anything like that and i'm hopefully speaking to everybody not just any one group i love contrast um and i like really vivid vivid colors that pop so when i do abstracts it's all about color and energy the different energies you get when you combine different colors so yeah color is really important to me well i'm not positive yet because last year i did a series called pandemic i'm assuming you've looked at my website from some of the things you've said yeah yeah so i have a page there called the pandemic um i'll probably use a few of those uh because they're the
most recent uh and um you know i had a those paintings are i think reflect the anxiety that i was feeling and everyone i knew was feeling and the lack of control that we all felt and the fear of the invasiveness of the virus um well i would say this um each person who looks at my art or really anybody's art you know they're they're entitled to their own interpretation and feeling and experience and so i would be the last person to say you know when you look at this painting i hope you think this or you feel this um that's not my idea at
all now what i do hope is that it does evoke something for them that they look at it and they feel whatever it is they feel and they spend they want to spend some time with the painting and explore their own feelings and reactions to it but there's no right there's no right way to do that so um